Don't Wish, Don't Start...

10:00PM - Survay

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Emily
Birthday:	December 6, 1984
Birthplace:	Smithtown
Current Location:	Commack ((sometimes Brookville))
Eye Color:	Hazelish
Hair Color:	Blondish
Height:	5'2"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Righty, but i eat with my left sometimes..
Your Heritage:	Italian mostly.. And Scottish, German and English
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Black sneakers to work
Your Weakness:	boys with nice eyes.. haha and iCe CrEaM
Your Fears:	Dying unloved, CLOWNS, War, and people not knowing how much I actually care about them
Your Perfect Pizza:	extra cheese, deep dish, with pepperoni.. ::kisses fingers:: pErFeCtO ;-)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Making a LOT of money :-D
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol, def
Thoughts First Waking Up:	What day is it???? haha
Your Best Physical Feature:	My face I guess lol
Your Bedtime:	Ehh, whenever..
Your Most Missed Memory:	I have many... ::sigh::
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	McDonalds I guess
Single or Group Dates:	I like them both..
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	LiPtOn
Chocolate or Vanilla:	I love them both.. *ooohh ChOcOLaTe, I LOVE chocolate* hahahahaha
Cappuccino or Coffee:	YuCk, neither..
Do you Smoke:	No
Do you Swear:	I trrry not to...
Do you Sing:	YeS SiRiE
Do you Shower Daily:	Umm, yes, i am a clean girl lol..
Have you Been in Love:	Yes, I have
Do you want to go to College:	I am in college :-D
Do you want to get Married:	Yes, def
Do you belive in yourself:	Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Not usually.. depends
Do you think you are Attractive:	No lol
Are you a Health Freak:	Not a FrEaK
Do you get along with your Parents:	Yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Sometimes, yes..
Do you play an Instrument:	I sing lol
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Not to a large extent
In the past month have you Smoked:	No
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	NoOOoOO I hate drugs.. Well, if excedrin doesn't count haha..
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	Yuck, no.. I'm still alive, so no haha
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	NO.. I watched someone eat it tho lol
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	::Sigh::
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	Nope, tooooo cold lol..
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	No
Ever been Drunk:	Yes, nEvEr again...
Ever been called a Tease:	Yes
Ever been Beaten up:	..............
Ever Shoplifted:	No
How do you want to Die:	Peacefully in my sleep at 106 years old...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Teacher and Mommy
What country would you most like to Visit:	ITALY!!!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Blue, but really, i just love mezmorizing eyes :-D
Favourite Hair Color:	Ehh, doesn't matter..
Short or Long Hair:	Shortish
Height:	Just taller than me, haha, not too hard to find lolol..
Weight:	Doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style:	I really like prep lol, but really, as long as he stays away from the black nail polish, i'm game..
Number of Drugs I have taken:	NoNe.. ((again, besides excedrin lol))
Number of CDs I own:	A billion lol..
Number of Piercings:	3 in each ear..
Number of Tattoos:	One :-D
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	*Forget regret or life is yours to miss*
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Current mood: exhausted

Current music: Look What Youv'e Done..

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10:16PM - yea see, i'm dEf OK with this arrangement!!! :-D

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	79
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Current mood: content

3:14PM - hehe cooooool :-)

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1:22PM - LMAO

12:01PM - not tOoO bad ;-)

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6:01PM

Your Love Situation by Amberishjewel
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Your Love Is...	Seductive
During Lovemaking You Act...	Like a vampire, very seductive
Your Partner Is...	Your soulmate
Your Partner Has Said That You...	Are extrodinary
Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote.	"I love thee wild with desire"
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9:41PM - bordum lol

LAST...
movie you bought = I rented *Mona Lisa Smile*
song you listened to = Baby Love, The Supremes hehe

song that was stuck in your head = randomly *Nookie* by Limp Bisket... i know nOnE of that song except one line and someone called gnocci nookie and i got it in my head lolol

cd you bought = i got *Wicked* last/...
cd you listened to = My *new* car mix *xox* lol.. ((that's the aCtUaL name i wrote on it ;-)
person you've called = Mama.. Shannon called me last hehe
tv show you've watched = the Post tv channel while talking to Craig and John
person you were thinking of = hehe

DO...
you wish you could live somewhere else = Yup. Post. lol Soon enough. Soon enough. but i like it here while i'm waiting hehe
you believe in online dating = it sounds like something on Ricky Lake lol
others find you attractive = apparently.. i don't really see it tho lol
you want more piercings = my upper ear
you like cleaning = Not normally.. but when I get in the mood to I can clean for hours. lol
you like roller coasters = YuP! hehe..
you write in cursive or print = either... i switch it up a bit ;-) hehe

FOR OR AGAINST...
long distance relationships =If you're rEaLLy in love.. then they can work. You have to be head over heels madly in love though. And you have to be able to handle not seeing the person. Those two things don't usually go hand in hand, but more power to the person that has them both.
using someone = Definitely against. Honesty is the biggest virtue in aNy relationship, and using someone is a relationship of dishonesty.. therefore no real relationship at all, which just really sucks for one person to do to another.
suicide = One of the things I'm most against in this world. It hurts so much more than the person it happens too. So much more.
teenage smoking = I think smoking in general is the most disgusting thing.. Let's suck some tar out of a little stick and smell like smoke with yellow fingers.. Oh yea. that's.. appealing.
driving drunk = Disgusting. and a person that does that and kills someone deserves to live with the guilt of knowing it was CoMpLeTeLy their fault that someone else is no longer here.
soap operas =teehee.. I love *Days of our Lives* my mama got me started.. but like i don't need it to like survive.. it's fun when i'm bored.. hehe

HAVE YOU...
ever cried over a boy = Ten bucks says that 1/3 of my life was actually spent this way.. and will continue to be.. till i find the man i'm going to marry, because then I will have him forever. Sigh.
ever lied to someone = Yes. Little ones that mean nothing. Anyone that says no to that question iS lying.
ever been in a fist fight = lolol... yea w/ jenn.. it wasn't a LiTeRaL FiSt fight.. but it was funny LOL
ever been arrested =Nope.. lolol..Almost though.. hehehe..good times at the beach!


WHAT...
shampoo do you use = Pantene Pro-v
shoes do you wear =My black flip flop sandals
are you scared of = my loved ones being *taken* from me, death (of me and my loved ones), clowns and war!

NUMBER...
of times I have had my heart broken = Once. it was enough. No one else really got my heart enough to reaally break it. Dent it. yea. Number of times my hearts been *injured*? That I lost count.
of hearts I have broken = I honestly don't know.. aPpArEnTLy i have *injured* MaNy... i get so upset when people tell me i hurt them.. i would nEvEr intentionally hurt someone....
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends = only a few...
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper = a few times... hehe one for post too ;-) ((and a pic hehehe))
of scars on my body =about 5 or 6.
of things in my past that I regret = i'd like to say *forget regret* but... i can't.. i dO have regrets...

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
pretty- i like i'm pretty....... i guess lol

funny - only because I'm *dumb* and say random things
hot - never hot.. just warm lol.. or *cute*
friendly - I always try to be.
amusing -same thing as funny.. lol
loveable - apparently but i don't know.. i love but i don't know if that makes me loveable..
caring - thats def one thing I know I am... it breaks my heart to even see a stranger cry
sweet - I think so. I don't know. I just am me, whatever that may be.
dorky - Definitely lol

FAVORITE...
5 letter word: f-r-e-a-k hehe
actor/actress: the cAsT of friends.. hehe
Cartoon character: aladin ;-) hehe
Cereal: fruit loops, cherios or frosted flakes hehe
Chewing gum: extra - the bright green hehe
Color(s): Pink and Purple
Color nail polish: light pink or dark red
Day of week: Wed... random yes i know lol
Least fave day: Sunday and Monday!
Flower: Peach Roses and sunflowers hehe
Jewelry: rings
Special skills/talents: i can play nintento w/ my feet lolol
Summer/Winter: i like them both in there own special way but i hAtE the end of winter!!
Trampolines or swimming pools: Both.. lol..Summer.. oh I can't wait..

PERSON WHO LAST...
Slept in your bed: Me. lol
Saw you cry: Saw?..people at work cuz this table was crazy mean to me
Made you cry: these people at work who were crazy mean to me ;-) ^^ lol
Yelled at you: ok.. i think you get the point ^^^^ lol

HAVE YOU EVER...
Said "I love you" and meant it: Thats the only way I say it.
Gone out in public in your pajamas: yea definitely lol
Kept a secret from everyone: not from everyone. My best friends know everything.
Cried during a movie: YeA.. question is when have I not..
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: YEA i did... lol.. they were my 1st concert!!! :-D
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: Thats just.. sad lol
Been on stage: ....Hmm..OnCe or twice.. or maybe billions of times lol..
Been to New York: where's ThAt??? lol
Been to California: Sigh nope.
Hawaii: Someday.
Canada: Why would I want too? lol
Europe: SoMeday. ::sigh:: aLLLLLLLLL i wanna do is go to italy!! ::sigh::
Wished you were the opposite sex: Only when I'm lying in severe pain in my bed crying. lol

RANDOM:
Apples or bananas: both hehe
Blue or red: red
Walmart or target: Eh..they're the same.
Spring or Fall: again, i love them both hehe
What are you gonna do after you finish this: i have No idea lol
High school or college: hehe i'm in college
Are you bored: yea.. immensely.
Last noise you heard: *Why Can't I* ((the song))
Last smell you sniffed: my ice cream hehe
Last time you went out of state/province: December 5.. in a huge snow storm..lolol

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE...
Do you believe in love at first sight: you know what.... Yea i do... anything is possible in this world.. i like to give things a chance. i have nO clue if you can or can't so why put something down i don't know... maybe you cAn know that that is the love of your life just by seeing them...
Do you want children one day & if so, how many: a lot. lol not like 20 but lolol
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: trust, honesty, and loyalty

OTHER INFO...
Criminal record: Nothing.. recorded. ;-)
Do you speak any other languages: Italian ((haha)) and spanish
Last book you read: *Triangle*
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom: My bed.. my blanket, my pictures, my candles, and my *Dinosaurs* ((the tv show from a billion years ago)) doll
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: vulnerability, sensitivity, that i trust so easily and i usually get hurt the worst that way.. and hOw much i love
Worst feeling in the world: feeling alone in a crowded room of people.
Who are you in love with: you know what.... i don't know.. lol... i'm.... just...... at a loss of words..
Who do you miss: sigh.. a lot of people. Miss them literally, like they're no longer here.. or we've grown apart, or they're in another sTaTe.. or they're just far away.

ME...
Nickname(s): Memma, Memmy ((any version of my name w/ an *m* in front of it)), Sistor, Zoe, Midge, Munch, Munchkin, Shrimp, Shorty, Gidget, Scooby... and it goes on and on and on and on lolol
Initials: EJDM
How old do you look: anywhere from 16-20 lol... i actually get 16 a LoT lately ((that's sad on mY part lol))
How old do you act: My age.. a lil older just because of all I've been through. Ya can't come out of that too young.
Glasses/Contacts: Glasses and contacts
Braces: had them for a LoNg time lol
Do you have any pets: just a brother ;-) LOL
You get embarrassed: Not really lol.
What makes you happy: laughing and being around amazing people
What upsets you: lies

FINISH THE SENTENCE...
I Love to - love
I Miss - people.
I Wish - i may i wish i might...
I Hope - that i make people happy
I'm Annoyed by- ignorance and hate.
I'm- every woman!.. got carried away.. lol..
I Want to Be - craz happy lol
I Would Never - intentionally hurt a person. contrary to popular belief. Never. Especially not a person I cared about.
I'd Rather - be alone than w/ people who don't really care about me
I Am Tired of - people being fake

6:34PM

10,000 Promises


Once we were lovers
Just lovers we were
Oh what a lie
Once we were dreamers Just dreamers we were
Oh you and I

Now I see you're just somebody
Who wastes all my time
And money
What a lie
You and I

Chorus

What about your
Your ten thousand promises
That you gave to me
Your ten thousand promises
That you promised me

Once I could handle the truth
When the truth was you and I
Time after time all the promises
Turned out to be all lies

Now I see I'm just somebody
Who wasted my time and money
What a lie (what a lie)
You and I (you and I)

Chorus

You say I'll take you back
But I close the door
Cuz I don't want
Ten thousand more

Ten thousand promises yeah
Ten thousand promises you gave to me

Chorus

Once we were lovers
Just lovers we were
Oh, you and I
What a lie

10:16PM - a survay cake? lol...

Name: Emily :-D
Birthdate: 12/6/84
Current location: Commack.. soon to be Brookville... :-D
Eyes: brownish lol
Hair: blondish
Height: 5'2"...... poop.. lol
Righty or Lefty: Righty sometimes lefty.. lol
Zodiac Sign: Sagitarious

Second Layer

Your heritage: Italian, English, German, Irish, Scottish
Your shoes you wore today: my black beach sandles...
Your fears: death, loosing loved ones, dying alone, war and clowns......... lol i just remembered on a survay a LoNg time ago i wrote: *OMG could u imagine a war aGaInSt clowns!!!! ThAt'D be SOOO scary* LOLOL.. i was a dork.. haha i know i know.. was??
Your perfect pizza: lotta cheese.. little sauce
Goal you'd like to achieve: go to italy

Third Layer

Smoke: Nope
Cuss: lol......
Sing: yUp
Take showers daily: yes and sometimes 2 times a day
Have a crush: sorta-kinda
Think you've been in love: Yeah
Want to go college: in college :-D
Want to get married: YuP
Believe in yourself: not too much
Get motion sickness: Not really.
Think you're attractive: Um, to an extent, I think that I am attractive, but I don't think people are attracted to me. Does that make sense? lol....
Think you're a health freak: not a FrEaK...
Get along with your parents: for the most part ;-) j/k
Like thunderstorms: yea... sure
Play an instrument: not really, just sing.

Fourth Layer - in the past months

Gone to the mall: Yup
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Why is this question ALWAYS on surveys? but no.. i get sick after like 2 and i only really eat the middles anyway ;-) hehe
Eaten sushi: No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Been on stage: nope... hahahaha... j/k
Gone skating: No. I refuse!!! lolol
Made homemade cookies: YeA i have :-D
Gone skinny dipping: hehe
Dyed your hair: all the time lol
Stolen anything: not really...


Fifth Layer - ever..

Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Not really.
Been called a tease: Yes
Got beaten up: ..................

Sixth Layer

Age you hoped to be married: early on...
Dream wedding: ::sigh:: we don't have enought rOoM for that!
Where do you want to attend college: well i gO to C. W. Post.. lol
Dream job : A Star.. but.. alas, it'll never happen so i'm dEf happy w/ being a teacher
Country you want to visit: Italy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seventh Layer - In a guy/girl

Best eye color: Blue :-D
Best hair color: Blond... That wAs my dream guy when i was lil.. i wanted Zach Morris ((even tho he had hazel eyes.. the blue came from a LoNg story.. lol))
Short or long hair: short
Height: tall-ish
Best weight: I don't care
Best clothing: Whatever really.. i know i don't rEaLlY mean that.. but LOL
Best first date location: aww.. ::sigh::
Best first kiss location: it's the timing...... Ok, so i copied that from the other person who did the survay and i rEaLLy hope that's how you spell it but it dOeS still freak me out a lil... lol...

Eighth Layer

Number of drugs taken illegally: none
Number of people I could trust with my life: like 2 lol
Number of CDs that I own: over a billion lol
Number of piercings: 6... awwwww.. my lucky #!!!
Number of tattoos: hopefully 1 soon
Number of times my name's been in the news: a few actually..
Number of scars on my body: a lot.... lol
Number of things in my past that I regret: ::forget regret or life is yours to miss::

Current mood: ::sigh::

Current music: now rent lol...

4:12PM - wEiRd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Emily,
Here is your horoscope
for Wednesday, March 24:

Appearances mean more than they should. Something little pushes your buttons because it reminds you of something big that you'd rather not repeat. With any luck, it's not what you're thinking.

9:49PM - boring survay time..

First best friend: Kendra Ryerson ((still talk to her too))
First car: Milton - 98' Bettle.. hehe I heart Milton :-)
First date: Joe Oliver ((Like rEaL ReAl date.. like somewhere and stuff lol))
First real kiss: Bryant - i totally had to think about that.. i think of him and the whole *situation* w/ him as a bad dream lolol..
First break-up: Bryant
First screen name: JTLuvBug84 ((something like that)) I was obbsessed w/ Justin Timberlake OR Jonathan Taylor Thomas ((don't remember which one at that time))
First self purchased album: I have nO idea....
First funeral: My Grams ((7th grade))
First pets: a fish.. self-named
First piercing/tattoo: my reg earing wholes
First credit card: whenever i got my car
First true love: Tim... did i even have to say it? lol
First enemy: prob my psycho cousin...
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Joey Lawerence
Last car ride: Myself and I lol...
Last kiss: umm real kiss... skanky guy at school but like just a *little kiss* Oscar and like a kiss on the cheak, my mama
Last good cry: Last night....
Last library book checked out: Boring Robert Frost Critiques.. lol
Last movie seen: *Win a Date with Tad Hamilton* ((in the movie theatre)) and *While you were Sleeping* today...
Last beverage drank: Prob apple juice..
Last food consumed: pIzZzZzA
Last crush: i hate crushes lol they're always crushed
Last time showered: a few mins ago
Last shoes worn: my slippers
Last cd played: My *driving mix*
Last item bought: I was about to buy a dress.. but i didn't lol
Last annoyance: School and school work.. and this RiDiCuLoUs pain in my chest...
Last disappointment: life is full of disappointments for me...
Last time wanting to die: ??
Last time scolded: like 1/2 an hour ago lol....
Last shirt worn: the one i'm wearing now.. my senior shirt from last year...
Last website visited: livejournal
Last word you said: prob *ok*...
Last song you sang: For the Longest Time
What is in your cd player?: *Sleepy Time Mix* and *American Idol 1*
What color socks are you wearing?: none.. I was wearing baby blue
What's under your bed?: jenn's bed lol
What time did you wake up today?: like 10:30ish...

FUTURE
Where do you want to go?: Italy.. and like...... EvErYwHeRe...
What is your career going to be?: a teacher
Where are you going to live?: Long Island
How many kids do you want?: Like 2-3.. I was watching 7th Heaven and I know it's not rEaL life but i was thinking about a big family.. maybe adopting some kids...
What kind of car(s): I dont know lol

CURRENT
Current mood: bLaH
Current music: Clay Aiken and Ruuuuuuuuuuuuuben
Current taste: my inhailer
Current hair: curled and in a pony tail
Current clothes: t-shirt and Mike's shorts
Current annoyance(s): everything....
Current longing: to pAsS psych.....
Current desktop picture: My baby Jaxson... I heart him.. ((it's a LiTeRaL baby lol.. my lil cuz))
Current favorite artist: George Huff hehe ((AI3))
Current book(s): Crap books on crap stuff... and Walden
Current time-wasting wish: on the computer rather than doing stuff that is important like my paper and studing....
Current hate: people

Current mood: crappy

Current music: sorry 2004

4:01PM

Jezebel


Which bad girl of the Bible are you?
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11:37AM

Getting married is easy. Staying married is more difficult. Staying happily married for a lifetime should rank among the fine arts.

10:02PM

Current mood: gRoSsEd OuT!!

4:18PM - humhumhum... bored

LAST...
movie you bought = ummmm... i dOn'T even know... the last one bought for me was *F*R*I*E*N*D*S*
song you listened to = Daniel Bettingfield ((Oh goodness))
song that was stuck in your head = reflections
cd you bought = I got wicked bought for me...

cd you listened to = my *good songs* mix
person you've called = My mom to tell her that my bro got a ride home..
tv show you've watched = *Full House*
person you were thinking of = Jenn because i'm on the phone w/ her and Josh because he's iming me rt now..

DO...
you have a crush on someone = yea.. but i don't wanna...
you wish you could live somewhere else = not really... i would like a small town..
you believe in online dating = Not so much.. ((LoL))
others find you attractive = apparently....

you want more piercings = yea actually

you like cleaning = Ha! Have you seen my room?? but everywhere else i like cleaning lol
you like roller coasters = LOVE them!
you write in cursive or print = i write in script mostly but sometimes print...

FOR OR AGAINST...
long distance relationships = I'd be willing to try it if i really loved them...
using someone = Yea, not cool...
suicide = One of the things I'm most against in this world
teenage smoking = People will do as they wish, but it's not for me
driving drunk = Completely and utterly against
soap operas = Couldn't live without 'em ;)

HAVE YOU...
ever cried over a boy = Me? Cry? Over a BOY?!?! Pssh! Never... ((lol kev))
ever lied to someone = Nothing harmful
ever been in a fist fight = w/ jenn....
ever been arrested = Put myself at the risk of it happening, but it has yet to occur! (And hopefully it stays that way...) LOL the beach...

WHAT...
shampoo do you use = herbal essence and pantene pro v
shoes do you wear = Mostly my boots now, but I dunno what brand they are= soda
are you scared of = Death, being alone... dying unloved..

NUMBER...
of times I have had my heart broken = Only one person has totally shattered it, and cracked it many times. Many people have wounded it though, some more than others
of hearts I have broken = I dunno, I don't think anyone's cared that much about me
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends = 3

of times my name has appeared in the newspaper =a few...
of scars on my body = i don't eVeN know!
of things in my past that I regret = Forget regret!

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
pretty - people tell me i am..
funny - I like to think so
hot - ???
friendly - I try my best
amusing - Well, I'm not a bustling ball of entertainment, but I can keep people amused
loveable - i don't know actually...
caring - To a fault sometimes
sweet - As sugar :D
dorky - Hell yea! LOL

FAVORITE...
5 letter word: music
actor/actress: ben bratt
Cartoon: sponge bob!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cereal: fruit loops
Chewing gum: Extra

Color(s): pink
Color nail polish: red and pink
Day of week: Wed.
Least fave day: Sundays
Flower: white roses and sunflowers
Jewelry: Rings.
Special skills/talents: idk lol
Summer/Winter: i like them all
Trampolines or swimming pools: bOtH!

PERSON WHO LAST...
Slept in your bed: Other than me, Shelly shared it with me before FL
Saw you cry: Jenn
Made you cry: Jenn

Yelled at you: jenn

HAVE YOU EVER...
Said "I love you" and meant it: yea..... :-(
Gone out in public in your pajamas: Of course!
Kept a secret from everyone: yea
Cried during a movie: all the time
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Planned your week based on the TV Guide: no lol

Been on stage: yep

Been to New York: Many times!
Been to California: nope..
Hawaii: Not yet
Canada: Nope
Europe: Unfortunately, no
Wished you were the opposite sex: Can't say I have lol..

RANDOM:
Apples or bananas: Apples....

Blue or red: red
Walmart or target: I don't really shop at either
Spring or Fall: all seasons
What are you gonna do after you finish this: i don't even know...
High school or college: College, of course!
Are you bored: yea
Last noise you heard: jenn freaken voice cuz she won't let me gO....
Last smell you sniffed: The air??? I dunno...
Last time you went out of state/province: i went to RI for my birthday

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE...
Do you believe in love at first sight: Lust at first sight, yes
Do you want children one day & if so, how many: Yes... 3ish
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: Trust

OTHER INFO...
Criminal record: i'm clean

Do you speak any other languages: Some spanglish and i can say hello and the numbers in italian so far
Last book you read: That's a secret LOL
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom: My bed

Thing you dislike about yourself the most: Moving right along...
Worst feeling in the world: Hate
Who are you in love with: Fuck love.. lol
Who do you miss: Lots of people

ME...
Nickname(s): Memma, emmy
Initials: EJDM

How old do you look: like 16 lol
How old do you act: Sometimes older, sometimes younger
Glasses/Contacts: Contacts preferabbly, but glasses when I'm lazy or don't care
Braces: for like my whole childhood
Do you have any pets: nope
You get embarrassed: never

What makes you happy: My family.. ((real and *fake*))
What upsets you: Ignorance

FINISH THE SENTENCE...
I Love to - sleep
I Miss - lots of people
I Wish - i was different

I Hope - to be happy and in love one day
I'm Annoyed by - annoying people

I Am - shy sometimes..

I Want to Be - happier
I Would Never - kill someone
I'd Rather - be sleeping
I Am Tired of - being alone

Current mood: annoyed

Current music: i know him so well

6:33PM - dude, the 2nd one is SO awesome

Aphrodite/Eros


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You come from Heaven. You're the purest of pure, a
saint. You're probably an angel sent directly
from Heaven.


Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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7:36PM - Caution: ExTrEaM *woe-is-me* moment..

Ok... SO.... I went to go and visit Kevin at Post today. It was amazing.. OMG I cAn'T wait to live there.. ::sigh::

I'm seriously like SO depressed lately.. I don't know why... I have no clue what is wrong w/ me. I like.. need something in my life and I'm just nOt finding it... i don't know.. I thought this entry was gonna be a lot longer bUt, that's it... byebye

Current mood: depressed

Current music: against all odds

4:45PM - haha that's what *u know who* was.. LOL

You should be dating a Pisces.
19 February - 20 March
Your mate is loving and caring, trusting and
hospitable, and romantic. Though he/she can be
self-pitying, temperamental or dependent, the
fishes are quite romantic in bed.


What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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Current mood: lazy

Current music: everywhere

1:30AM - So w/ Jax on tHiS one

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile, and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear maybe ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Current mood: contemplative

Current music: smile